OHMYGAWD.

got the call.

and omg I swear I blew my chances.

ohwell.

lets see tmrw. I pray I don’t get busted.

I really am naive. very naive. don’t call me streetsmart.

I don’t deserve that.

music overloadzzz

A levels has really proved to be the ultimate life disrupting experience.

I cannot believe how much I have missed. so many new songs my comp is about to explode.

amazing.

back to more discovery for more songs!

home alone:)

the entire house is to myself. omg. for the FIRST time in a LONG TIME.

parents out for work whole day.

zaizai out for haircut and bath.

SILENCE.

supposed to go out with my parents tdy, follow them ard, shopping myself in the vicinity. in the end, decided against it. cus I have to write my paragraphs for tmrw and to download new music and videos in my rotting pod. and I’m kinda sick of going out and not being able to buy anything. I really need money to fulfill my desires and needs LOL.

anw, good that I wouldn’t have to spend any money tdy. and my parents would be glad too cus I won’t bug them to go shopping afterward.

LOL. I am just trying to convince myself here that I made the right decision to stay at home. I hate to be alone sometimes. and I get bored easily. No! Rachel YOU ARE NOT BORED! NOT BORED NOT BORED NOT BORED!

okay time to get my lit books out from under the dust, some pen and paper, *flexes finger muscles* and time to write those paragraphs and click away!

I CANNOT WAIT TO CUT MY BLOODY HAIR!!!

mo mo de.. deng dai ni.. de dian hua..

APPLICATION SENT! OMG. OMGZ. OMGZZ. OMGZZZ. waiting for a call/email/anything!

*crosses fingers, toes, what have you*

APPLIED FOR MY DREAM JOB! OMGGGGG!!! EXCITED! HOPEFUL! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

things I want to waste $$$ on:

1. A COUPLE OF DENIM SHORTS.

2. A DENIM SKIRT.

3. Wii ROCKBAND.

4. NEW SONY EARPHONES.

5. TABOO!

6. CROCS PUMPS.

7. NEW HAIVANNAS.

8. NEW NIKES.

9. NEW BAG or BAGSSSSSS.

10. ANNA SUI DREAMS.

I’ll keep adding. ohgosh I need MONEY!

twenty-eight.

2012 is one rocking movie.

gosh I was so freaked out the whole time that when I got out of the cinema, everything I saw seemed so imaginary, like the calm before the storm. you just know that they could all be reduced to nothing in an instant.

I am going to immigrate to Africa. LOL.

well, I guess the bottomline is to really treasure every moment of our lives. It doesn’t go on forever.

If u think ure poor grades are the end of the world, go catch the movie. A levels would seem like the least important thing  ha.

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its going to be a month soon. yayness! saw this on a shirt today:

If I could rearrange the alphabet, I would put U and I together.

HAHAHA. corny cheesy but I like it heehee:)

NOTE TO SELF: RACHEL STOP PROCRASTINATING AND  UPLOAD PHOTOS ON FB AND MUSIC INTO UR IPOD IT IS ROTTINGGGGGG. AND BY THE WAY YOU STILL HAVE ONE MORE FRIGGIN PAPER, PLEASE START STUDYING FOR IT OMGGGGGG!!! AND STOP SLEEPING SO MUCHHHHH!@#$%Z^&*(

I LOVE THESE PEOPLE:)

IM MISSING YOU GUYS ALREADY!