gahhhhhh.

erase all that you remember. take them all away.
I want a clean break from the past. cus I have become someone I barely know.
let me pretend I hadnt changed one bit and start from where I ended the last time.
turn back time.
what I need to be happy?
a time machine. turn the hands of time. back [...]

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omg like a whole week of not coming online and so much has happened.
I mean sooooo much to catch up on people’s blog, fb and stuff.
I feel so lost in information, I don’t know so much, lost track of so many people’s lives.
Am I supposed to feel this way? everything should be fine right? just [...]

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one more. but its over to me.

woke up at 2pm and sang for 7 hrs yesterday.
just wanna take a nice break from all this crap exams and then quickly get back my results and do a fast emo and then zooooom towards As at lightning speed. and then in a blink of an eye, it would be over. and say hi [...]

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not okay.

today sucks. I hate today. fuck today. fuck off. fuck everything you said.  I hate this. I want to leave. I just want a hug, a pat on the head, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold, an escape. I want to destroy, I want to hurt, I want to go  into a [...]

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oooooh bsb has a new song! i think its a great comeback song and the video is like kinda cool cus they are vampires which reminds me of their everybody song. yeah man. go listen. “straight to the heart”
tmr’s the VMAs!!!

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I look permanently stressed.

but that doesnt mean I feel STRESSED ALL THE TIME haha.
its just sth wrong with my face la, I tend  to look like I just wanna pull out my hair and I look like I haven’t slept in centuries cus of my eyebags and I always look emo dont know why.
SO YES. I AM FINE [...]

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Fly Away

這一次　是我自己為自己下的決定  
很小心　你說慢慢來別怕來不及  
如果我　還有一點點不安或者遲疑  
我不會　對你的反應那麼好奇  

落葉啊　其實也很不願意  
其實也不想回憶　誰沒等到錯過了流星  
我們啊　交集在這意外的假期  
一定哪裡見過你　一定曾經夢見你  

Fly away　無窮無盡是你深邃的眼睛  
看著你　就可以讓我茫茫人海裡感到安定  
Fly away　當我不顧一切無止盡追尋  
有一個人　有一顆心　早已經默默之中在那裡  

這一次　問我自己都說我毫不懷疑  
愛上你　終於我發現我還有勇氣  
唯一我　覺得遺憾的是我不夠仔細  
不了解　你說那一些話的用意  

幾乎是　所有時間在想你  
快樂之後是壓抑　有沒有過這樣的呼吸  
幸福啊　只要一個眼神的交集  
我們擁抱著刺激　我們渴望著相遇  

Fly away 當我不顧一切無止盡追尋  
是你的人　是你的心　日日夜夜陪我在這裡

ohmygosh. sec2.
this is what I need to pull me back from moving on too fast in life.
some may say its bad. but I like to, no, [...]

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feeling like this is gn take a long time.

my holidays can very much be summed up in this way:
airport+tamplib+girlfriends+eclub+libraryboy+highlighting+post-its+sleeping
+JIAOZIMIAN+ham&cheesepancakes+notes+papers+poddy+MORESLEEPING:(
I slept and ate more than anything, really.
today is GP, SEA History, and dear ol’ paper 4.
thats like WOAH.
I am seriously so laidback and NOT freaking out, I’m getting worried.
I really miss rachel back in 2007. that girl would be freaking out now. but actually [...]

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Protected: you know what? I don’t really like you.

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OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THERE IS A NEW FREAKING NANO OMG!
OMFG!
HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE????
IT HAS AN FM RADIO! LIKE WTH? AND VIDEO RECORDING!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY. WHAT. THE. HELL.
I COULD DIEEEEEEE.
I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT!!!!
and yay YELLOW NANOs are now an apple store exclusive! GO YELLOW!!!
BUT I WANT THE GREEN ONE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!
I sound like some spoilt bitch but urgh. I [...]

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