its PROM! have fun to all my friends who are gn be all pretty and glammed up for the  big nite! haha. let down ur hair, dance, eat, and just go crazy!!!! I bet its gn be super! take more photos! I want to see!!!!

and its another work day for me. memorising more bag names now! I want to be so good that everytime I walk on the streets, I see someone with an LV bag, I can immediately name it and state its price muahahaha.

go go rachel:) and go go girls:)

first day of work: tiring. its like overload of weird french names and like a whole lot of numbers to rmb. my brain is gn explode.  and I thought my feet would die.

BUT, I really liked today. a good start. the people there are nice actually. LOL. and its not that scary as I thought. in fact, I think its gn be a damn cool and rewarding experience.

and I already know what wallet I’m gn get myself for my birthday next year. ohgawd can’t wait:)

p.s thanks to my wonderful gfs hoho, tsesee and grace for treating me to a bowl of rice and a few pieces of meat. u saved me from having lunch alone! love u guys! and congrats to hoho for landing that awesome job:)

fear can come in many forms.

right now, I fear for my dog’s life.

right now, I fear that I wouldn’t fit in/cope/do well at my first day of work.

I fear feeling fear. I choose to avert my eyes away from it and pretend it isn’t there. what a wimp.

just received shoeee jie’s wedding invite and I think its awesome! the cards are so friggin pretty:) and I’m so happy for her!  getting married these days seem so fun and enjoyable, not those stiff rigid type where the bride can’t seem to walk properly and has to act all prim and proper and the groom is like LOL, I don’t know half drunk cus he keep helping the bride drink her share of alcohol.

I feel that BOTH the bride and groom should be flushed in their cheeks and abit drunk, like that then HIGH mah. LOL. and they should go crrrrazzzy during their wedding and like run about or sth.

my idea of a wedding dinner, which I already started day dreaming about years ago, is to just wear pumps, NO HEELS, so I can run about and instead of having a table by table photo, I’m gn rent a HUGE neoprint machine  and take neos with everyone there. HAHAHA. and then I will be the emcee, save money and since I like to talk alot, its moree fun, and then I’ll get everyone on stage to sing karaoke! so it will be music, good food and just fun.

lol, like that who would dare to marry me right, some crazy bride. but thats what I mean by having a FANTASTIC wedding.

okay enough randomness. I’m not desperate or eager to get married please, just that I like to think of such weird concepts. MAYBE I SHOULD BE A WEDDING PLANNER OMGGGG!!!! but damn stress la, but ching ching not bad.

ahhh.. cannot wait for 12th december! I wanna give shoeee jie a hug and tell her she is so lucky and I’m happy for her:) yay! hahaha. looking at the photo makes me laugh. cus she is soooo cute and playful even in her wedding photos.

and yeah after the wedding would be teoheng! YAYYIPPEE! omggg we should eat astons/katong laksa/chua bing after that. and then take a nice nice looooooooong bus ride home on no.12! I miss bus rides with the girls.

lunch is ready, but I’m not hungry. room is messy, but I don’t feel like packing. I procrastinate doing anything gah.

someone drag me out of my chair…………………………………………………….

we live in a christmas ball:)

colourful christmas!

GAH GAH!

KATY PERRY IS SOOO PRETTY SHE MAKES GIRLS ALL OVER THE WORLD JEALOUS. lawl random I know.

watching chart attack now. waiting just for GAGA and LAMBERT LOVE<3

today was shopping and lunch and walking till leg-break with cheryl the birthday girl! tiring but really happy I spent some meaningful time with her:) and enjoyed all my canwhoring with the christmas deco along orchard road and fantastic ice cream as well. fish&co. was superb too! we caught the good deal of $11++ for any fish and chips dish. I wldnt mind another one right now ahah. TRY THE LEMON BUTTER SAUCE AND GARLIC BUTTER SAUCE. they are FRIGGIN yummy. they put ketchup and tar tar to shame haha.

today I looked like a korean boy haha. its not some obsession, just something fun. lol. I think tdy I shocked some woman in the toilet cus she prob thought she was in the gents instead. well, maybe like cheryl says, it is cheap thrill, to like see people get stunned like that ha!

can’t girls who happen to have broad shoulders and are not petite and short i.e BIG SIZED, have short hair, pull it off and NOT have ppl think they are  a tomboy?! and worst, NOT straight. girls who are les don’t necessarily need to have short hair lol. please its what century already? don’t be so narrow minded la. and shocked. I’m just not the girly girl kind, but I am FEMININE. okay I’m starting to laugh at myself. this is partly a response to some comment I overheard from my pri sch friend who happened to pass me by, (we pretended not to look at ea other) and she was like “cut her hair so short! “. SERIOUSLY?!

ANYWAY, I was sulking today when I happened to pass by this motion sensor advertisment board for like HUGGIES BABY PAMPERS haha and then it started squeaking “HAPPY HAPPY!”

hahaha. made me smile right away and I stopped spoiling my own mood.

almost reached breaking point when I couldn’t seem to find the right pair of working shoes. like those that I could afford were too small, even with the biggest size, which is weird cus my feet seemed to be like the size of a giant’s today, and it everything was just waaaay too tight. I got alot of weird stares from the shop assistants.

finally bought them. HUGE RELIEF. now all I have to do is pack my room, try to put on make up, and revise my lv knowledge. and I’m ready to WORK!!!

hopefully I get an sms! good night people:)

FULL ATTENDANCE: (from left) Rachel (me), yeehan, shir, kamhei, belinda, tsesee, grace, huixin, che:)

no moneh! and what am I going to do without any ching ching?!

I spent SO MUCH these days. lets see:

1. a pair of nice black croc pumps.

2. my niceeeee hair LOL.

3. nail polish. OMG I FINALLY FOUND THAT SUPER AA PINK AFTER A YEAR OF BUYING ALL THE WRONG SHADES!

4. nail polish remover which smells so good. owns all those chemical shit I always use that make me giddy.

5. MERRY BERRY LIP BALM! from bodyshop. tastes and smells super yummy:)

6. eyeshadow from maybelline!

7. concealer- angelfit from maybelline too!

8. make up remover which I think is super cool.

9. hair treatment serum for my coloured hair! I AM SO NOT GOING TO END UP WITH DRIED BROOM STICK HAIR. and I’m gn make my JIHOO colour stay for at least 2 years lol.

10. GEEKY SPECS! that transform me from jiwoon to jaejoong! hahahah. I really don’t mind ppl calling me korean boy. so cute la.

and I havent bought my working shoes yet. bleugh.

I OWE MY PARENTS LIKE FREAKING ALOT OF MONEY OMG. I need to start work  immediately. now. instantly. this moment!

okay anyway lets talk about today:)

braved the cold winds and rain and total unglamness, collected my testimonial and my dad kept laughing at how fake it sounded. apparently it didnt sound like me at all. and I find this particularly funny:

” Rachel enlivened lessons with her CANDID views during class discussions.”

its a much nicer and diplomatic way of saying that I talk cock in class LOL. gosh this is what my dear subject tutors, esp wen wen, think of me:(

and my attendance is like 88.7%!!!!! thats so bad. gosh. I feel remorseful now.

met my gfs at orchard! OMG FULL ATTENDANCE OK! happy happy happy! lunch at watami was good! cheap too! I love their mango guava juice LOL.

shopped around and did alot of catching up with everyone. really had alot alot of fun. helped to look for nice dresses, crows (LOL!) and accessories..  had a good time being a retard. and laughing at my other friends who are, can i say?, equally retarded. ahahah. I STILL LOVE U GUYS THE MOST<3

and and I’m so excited for bbq-stayover! teoheng outing! shoee jie wedding! ahhhh! I need my damn roster now!!!

saw sooo many nice dresses. I AM GONNA TAKE 200 BUCKS ONE DAY AND GO FAREAST TO BUY ALL THE DRESSES I LIKE. and I want boyfriend shirt, colourful shoes, denim shirts, biker blazers, rock chic shirts and many many more! I STILL HAVENT FOUND THE PERFECT BLACK BAG:(

anyway, today was tiring but I enjoyed it. tmr its one more hell of a day with cheryl!:)

which means that I need more spending power. but how can I persuade my mum to help me recharge my wallet with power??? ohman.

and and.

I’m worried. don’t know what happened there. hope its nothing serious. you sound so sad. and that makes me even more worried. you should be fine right? all of a sudden. 11th of december seems pretty long. haha. today u conquered great wall of china and walked like hell, I conquered orchard road and I’ve got blisters on my poor feet now. lol. pray that tmrw would be better and you wld heal faster!!!

wokay. I need an early night. tmrw I have to pack my pig sty before gg out. *SIGH*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! and good night world:)